Knight's Plight - Chivalry Vs. Love

One's honor
or one's love
let arrows fly
or white dove
Few men are
what they wish
I doubt to know
what true love is
If one loves
one loses friends
if one does not
sanity ends
I stood aside
and merely watched
all hopes have died
all dreams came blotched
I had love once
but let it go
true love I think
I'm meant not to know.
Yet friendships bold
still lucky I
no one to hold
To honor bound
I hold myself
So love and passion
remain on shelf
Alone I shall stay
until darkest night
with no love
for which to fight.