Anger

Watching the sunrise
Then watching as the sun dies
Slipping further into this
Dying just a little every day
Can't take anymore of this
Can't even kneel down to pray
Cause no one is even listening
No one even cares
That I'm being killed from the inside out
That the monster lurks within
I'm drowning
I'm falling
I can't keep reaching for what I can't touch
Stop it now
Let me go
I need this
I need to feel it run through me
I need to soar
I need to be free from these shackles that bound me
I need to kill this evil around me
This blade should do
This bullet will too
This lie is true
This life is through
The sky's not blue
It's all because of you
And I swear upon this blood
I vow upon this sweat
I hate you
I despise you
And should the sky fall upon your head 
And crush your body into a million individual pieces
I cannot promise that I won't go out and buy a new pair of boots
To stomp upon your remains
And then you will feel this
This agony will be yours
I'll be the one smiling
My eyes will be dry and open
And I will dance that day
And I will throw all my cares away
And you'll be left in the dark and cold
Till your frail and gray and old
Living in your own stupid misery
Wishing for things that can never be
And I will laugh at you till no more air remains in my lungs
And haunt you with more laughter just for fun
And in my dreams there I will kill you again
Till even when my time in death is spent
I rise again with blade already in hand
A silently drown my pain before it starts
To gently massage this suffering
Into what it should have been before
To what it was all supposed to be
What it even was before there was you and me