Most Painful Death II

I want to spend the rest of eternity
In whose arms comfort me when I'm sad,
Cheer me when the times are not gleeful,
The one's arms that are so warm,
That hold me so tight,
That protect me from harm,
That I trust with all my heart.
Of whose love me.

But the tears will flow
And my heart will wilt like it has
Every other time
I've ever felt this way.
I'll end up crying
I'll end up on the ground, churning.
My insides burning with grief and guilt,
Of neVer being good enough.

As the poison sets into my veins
I shrink to the floor
without anymore tears to cry
I see you above me shaking me
As I lie there with my mouth agape,
Trying to get a rise out of me,
But your poison killed me
Suck it out of my veins.

I've felt the kiss of death
So you wouldn't have to
I've taken in the pain,
To save you.
I feel it coming
A cold sensation washes over me
As I can't breathe
As I lie there smothered

I smile vaguely
As tears rush down your cheeks
This is what I want to see as I lie dying
I feel my final moment coming on
I see nothing but you
I want to see nothing but you
Forces are pulling me in
As you begin to only shine brighter

I see nothing But you
Shining so bright
My heart does a somersault
I sit up and Breathe you in
Look into your eyes
You bombard me with hugs
Real hugs
That you mean. . thanks