Warned

I warned you, I warned you.
Beneath my walls I'm hiding.
hiding from myself.
Why wouldn't you?

Now I've gone and done it.
I've chased you away.
I'm running, screaming into the hills.
The hills wont leave.
only because they cant.

He haunts me in my sleep.
And when I lie awake.
He is there hurting me.
obsessed with my misery.
He doesn't like your company.

I write your name on a ticket,
dropping it into the well 
of lost possibilities.
Friends come, you go,
but only the lunatic stands alone.