Torn

always stranded between
two points, traveling yet never reaching my destination.
softly working towards my goals,
yet as always i find myself one step from them
always out of reach
my fingertips just barely touching them
with outstrethed hands i find myself reaching
feeling tendons pull and muscles ache as i move foward
my destination always just barely there at my fingertips
so do i go on or do i turn back
a torn figure in a torn world
stressed beyond beleif
sadly looking at the goal and wondering if it is attainable ever
happiness, can we ever find it