Hidden Thoughts

Bitter angry cry of death
Searching for an easy release
Who will take this pain from me?
I cannot get rid of it
It follows wherever I go
I run, I hide
I scream, I cry
Nothing takes it away
Is death the only answer?
I don't want to cause it
But I would welcome it.
To live life in a fog
Is to not live it at all
If I cannot depend on myself
I cannot depend on anyone
And none should depend on me
So here I am left
Forever alone in my mind
Without even my own sanity
To comfort and protect me